Welcome to Hed's selfship/yume page, I wanted to make this palettable but after seeing the 10th deranged kindating Carrd I think y'all can handle me being a bit quirky.== notes: .== 13, Mikoto, and Heathcliff are my BF's we're all holding hands. Yes I have a thing for textbook antisocial men shut up

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heathcliff
mikoto kayano
13
alma
karma
izou

13's page contains some heavy topics (specifically suicidal thoughts/ideation)these pages can get LONG, so there's a back button premptively at the top of each section.some playlists are very self indulgent/canon divergent, don't take these seriously please (if you take any yume stuff super seriously i think thats a you problem to begin with tbh)

-key things!-==playlist: == yt link spotify link==dates: ==light night drives, mcdonalds dates at midnight, making boba at homeNo babydoll I don't find it offputting when your protective alter purposely drives a distance between us out of fear of you getting hurt I get it. Please just play your Uno card we've been over thisIn all seriousness I love both Bokukoto and Orekoto no one gets the "he would be an unhealthy boyfriend" dynamic like I do that's why I writeWhen T2 drops however I'm blocking everyone on MILGRAMTWT before my brain fully corrodes over from horrible takes

-key things!-==songs: == i thought i was an angel (utsuP), i'm glad you're evil too (pinocchioP), don't you worry love (warmer), community gardens (the scary jokes)==dates: ==exploring abandoned buildings, walking around 24/7 supermarkets at 3am, talking to each other with all the lights off in the houseI won't beat around the bush I think I would've potentially offed myself if it wasn't for me running into him back in 2017, he means the world to me. The more and more we learn about him struggling to fit into his previous society and preferring to do what he likes instead yeah ASPD king! Love him...I stay far away from the fandom because I'm so sick and tired of "let's bully 13!" people ripping the joy out of me when I see people hurting him or re-enacting his trauma I'm very unwell about him so I want to re-iterate if you put that stuff near me even when I tell you respectfully not to I'm killing you :v:

-key things!-==playlist: == spotify==dates: == sneaking out and walking around nature, urban exploration, people watching in the mallMY ONE AND ONLY THE MAN WHO'S CHANGED MY TASTE IN MEN SINCE WE MET AT WUTHERING HEIGHTS... All the men I've liked up until now have all been Heathcliff adjacent it's proof even in this life I still love him and somewhere he still loves me. Hope this helps <3Okay delusional bullshit aside he's been doing so so so much good for my mental health (not just LCB wise) it genuinely distresses me to think about him being taken away from me, I don't want to lose him again especially not because of men with power trips (again.) he means sooo much to me he's my dream boat and I'm his babydoll I think I could fix him in this life with a lot of love and an actual support system <3

-key things!-[later i'm lazy rn]This is a big ass WIP but I was insane enough to make a lifesized (vaguely) cardboard cut out of him so you can already infer I'm the least normal about him and Karma yes I'm holding both their hands hashtag partner system win

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