Welcome to Ran's selfship/yume page, I wanted to make this palettable but after seeing the 10th deranged kindating Carrd I think y'all can handle me being a bit quirky.

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----- BF'S (gachikoi/riako)
Heathcliff
Mikoto Kayano
13
Alma
Izou----- SELFSHIP
Hugo
Lu Liguang
Lei Heng

BF's = mentally I am dating them and holding their hands for realsies
Selfship = Distinctly not actually holding their hands but I still involve Me Specifically (not a sona/oc) with themMikoto and Alma include John and Karma respectively.

only a few chars here will get a page because i still had them left over, i'm being careful about carrd element limit sorgy.

- - - sharing - - -

💗 Barton (Alchemy Stars)
💖 Nails (Alchemy Stars)
💖 Hollow (Yumekuro)
💖 Pete (Library of Ruina)

💗 - romantic
💖 - queerplatonic

- - - selective - - -

💗 Wriothesley (Genshin)
💖 Arataki Itto (Genshin)

- - - OC-ified - - -

💗 Sawyer (OC, based on ShaMilk)
💗 Madara Mikejima (AU)
💗 Vlad (OC, based on Hugo)

-key things!-==playlist: == [link later]==pinboard: == [link later]==about: ==
I genuinely don't know how this one happened . I love him a lot though he means a lot to me and got me through a lot even if it involved a questionable amount of maladaptive daydreaming and I Am So Fucking Scared For T3 Man .In my head John is still alive and even though their system communication is still shit/Mikoto's still working through a lot of masking issues they're coping and happy outside of Milgrams awful system I hope this helps

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==I won't beat around the bush I think I would've potentially offed myself if it wasn't for me running into him back in 2017, he means the world to me. The more and more we learn about him struggling to fit into his previous society and preferring to do what he likes instead yeah ASPD king! Love him...I wish I could talk more about him but I've experienced far too many fans who get A Bit Too Happy to torment him and it genuinely deeply distresses me so I'm staying in my own bubble playing with my touys but if you're chill about liking him you can stay idm

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==I have a lot of delusional issues regarding him and firmly believe my love for him beyond my current life is why my taste in men is the way it is and therefore it was fate that finally brought me to meet him in this life as this and I adamantly refuse to let go of him this time. That aside I think hes neat and I give him so many kissy on head like bnuuy, ok?<3I do have attachments to non-Limbus Heathcliff('s) as well but LCB is my main visualization of him next to HM666's Heathcliff so take that as well No I am not defending book Heathcliff whatsoever I draw lines very well but again I am unfortunately a delusional person and I can't really just Not Be Attached to him like that . Please be so nice to me

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==Yumekuro come back to me . Come back to me Yumekuro .
Anyway I like him a normal amount I totally don't have the head and spine of his cardboard cutout post-deconstruction in my room still

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==I miss him every day but I will not be returning to FGO on account that Id have to start from scratch at this point most likely and I am not about that life. He rotates in my head very politely though I feed him raw beef larb and we have a good time

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==I'm gnawing on his arm I do not know how he got into my house but he did and now he's here to stay despite my best efforts . I give him kissy anyway

-key things!-==playlist: ====pinboard: ==Enstars owes me financial compensation still but it's okay I forgive them on the basis of I get to take this Madara specifically and run